Blessedly Simple

In order to see God, we need to get out of our own way.

In Savannah, Georgia, one of the cheapest ways to entertain yourself is to wander the historic squares at semester’s end, looking for student filmmakers at work on their final projects for the Savannah College of Art and Design. I was always happy to be an on-screen extra and spent many a happy afternoon running in absolute panic, laughing on a park bench, or accepting the same empty box from a food truck vendor a couple hundred times, while the actors worked to craft a scene. I was typically in the background, there to make the moment feel organic, but a girlfriend and I once got the chance to be front and center.

 

Our job? To create dramatic tension in a scene by carrying a big bunch of shopping bags and walking down the street between the two protagonists in order to block their view of one another. Over and over again we strolled, breaking their line of sight, muddling their communication, and making it impossible for them to truly know what the other was thinking. At least, I think that was the goal. The only thing I knew at the time was that my feet hurt. You can walk on a cobblestone street in flip flops for only so long.

Sometimes, my relationship with God feels like that moment. I’m striving to communicate with Him, to hear His voice and obey His commands, but there’s so much static and disorder in the way. Some of the distractions are actually good things in and of themselves when held in right proportion—a job I love, my family and all its busyness, church commitments, volunteering—but others, the ones I completely manufacture on my own, aren’t so shiny. I think about all the petty jealousies I waste time with and all the slights, real or imagined, that set me to simmering in anger until I just want to give up. Why am I so double-minded (James 4:8)? How do the same sins keep distracting me and blocking my path to God’s better way?

Perhaps that’s why the sixth beatitude—“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God”—has always been so alluring (Matt. 5:8). There’s something so blessedly simple about it. For the person who lives this out, all the interferences are removed. The bric-a-brac’s blown away, and all that’s left is a clear view of God.

Sometimes, my relationship with God feels like that moment. I’m striving to hear His voice and obey His commands, but there’s so much static and disorder in the way.

If I am truly pure in heart, there is no duplicity in me, no divided allegiance. But in my own strength, it’s impossible. I cannot will this state of being into existence (as much as I might want to). I can only cry out as David did in one of his most brutally honest psalms, one he wrote after Nathan confronted him concerning his sin with Bathsheba: “Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me” (Psalm 51:10). David had allowed beauty and the lust that it inspired to come between him and the Lord. It muddled the king’s vision and numbed his soul, and only God could empower His servant to remove such interference. Left to his own devices, David was utterly lost. So say we all.

Søren Kierkegaard in his work Purity of Heart Is to Will One Thing discusses this very conundrum. He writes:

What is all [man’s] striving, could it even encompass a world, but a half-finished work if he does not know Thee … Oh, Thou that giveth both the beginning and the completion, may Thou early, at the dawn of day, give to the young man the resolution to will one thing. As the day wanes, may Thou give to the old man a renewed remembrance of his first resolution, that the first may be like the last, the last like the first, in possession of a life that has willed only one thing. Alas, but this has indeed not come to pass. Something has come in between. The separation of sin lies in between. Each day, and day after day something is being placed in between: delay, blockage, interruption, delusion, corruption. So in this time of repentance may Thou give the courage once again to will one thing.

The “one thing” Kierkegaard desires is God Himself. Like Peter walking across the sea, safe as long as his eyes were on the Savior (Matt. 14:22-33), he longs for a holy connection unfettered by earthly concerns and paltry desires. And there is no way to gain such glory without the God-given courage to attain that and that alone. May we all be so bold as to ask.

 

Illustration by Adam Cruft

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8 Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

8 Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.

10 Create in me a clean heart, O God, And renew a steadfast spirit within me.

22 Immediately He made the disciples get into the boat and go ahead of Him to the other side, while He sent the crowds away.

23 After He had sent the crowds away, He went up on the mountain by Himself to pray; and when it was evening, He was there alone.

24 But the boat was already a long distance from the land, battered by the waves; for the wind was contrary.

25 And in the fourth watch of the night He came to them, walking on the sea.

26 When the disciples saw Him walking on the sea, they were terrified, and said, It is a ghost!" And they cried out in fear.

27 But immediately Jesus spoke to them, saying, Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid."

28 Peter said to Him, Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water."

29 And He said, Come!" And Peter got out of the boat, and walked on the water and came toward Jesus.

30 But seeing the wind, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, Lord, save me!"

31 Immediately Jesus stretched out His hand and took hold of him, and said to him, You of little faith, why did you doubt?"

32 When they got into the boat, the wind stopped.

33 And those who were in the boat worshiped Him, saying, You are certainly God's Son!"

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